I have had quite the experience today… yet not at all. I find myself looking at things from an altered space… an outside the body type of view. Where everything is very clear, yet blurry in every way. The type of view that registers a Inner standing, yet without the emotion attached to it.
An observance of the world as a whole from 150,000 miles away, yet right there all at the same time. It is like, looking through a fresh pair of eyes and then, yet again very ancient eyes at the same time. I sit here fulfilled and hollow as well. It is almost as if I am in the physical body but a fragment, or shall I say fragments of me are out there somewhere… across time and space… wondering, dreaming, observing, and surrendering to this energy. In a sense it feels as if the ALL that I AM is weaving, blending, maybe merging together at this time. All the while, I am in some sort of holding space, but in a sense, the not me.
I want to say how confusing this is, but it is quite clear- a knowing of some sorts. The mind doesn’t and probably can’t understand what is taking place, but the soul knows on a deeper level and somehow, I’m okay with that.
I’m not sure I have a point to this little blog other than expression. With all that I have learned and in the many ways I have grown over time, nothing stands out more than the desire to express. To express something…anything in every way possible. I, like so many of us, have had my fair share in battles of being able to express myself.
In this moment, none of that seems to matter. It’s simply the now… right here… in this present: uncloaked, unveiled, displayed in a way of grace, and pure openness that I don’t recall ever feeling before.
As I sit here, I can see, hear, smell, taste, and touch the phrase, ” You are an expression of creator”. I think well… maybe that’s the purpose for it ALL: to express in all that we do-as source.
You are an expression of creator
To experience, express, define, and evolve into the knowing that we are a spark … a fragment… a piece of the divine.
Just maybe we have heard/read that a billion times in a billion different ways and yet it takes that one time to truly grasp it. Just maybe, reading this will be that one time it takes for you to connect it as I open myself to expression.
I keep being reminded that light is a source of ILLUMINATION…information…truth. So, maybe the bigger picture here is to
EXPRESS IN TRUTH
in all that we do, feel, speak, etc. or just maybe there’s something b i g g e r that I can’t grasp at this time, and well… that okay too! The “stillness” within me and the all of me- knows!
As the old saying goes, “The truth shall set you free…” and let’s face it, there is a whole lot of truth coming in from all angles now. The question is… how are you going to express that?
The light in me, sees the light in you or the truth in me, sees the truth in you or, the information in me, sees the information in you and if I am a spark of creator and you are a spark of creator, then wouldn’t we all be of ONE!
Maybe the bigger, bigger picture or question rather is, can we begin to experience, express, define, and evolve as ONE?